My Dearest Fassia,
I’m sitting here tonight feeling fairly good about life. We had a good family camping trip and got a lot of quality time in with the three of us. My hubby and I have been really working on our communication… that’s hard because we suck at it. Well him more than me. But I can’t place all the blame- he isn’t here to defend himself! Haha.
My job is pretty much sucking hard core right now. I think that is leading to some stress in my life. And I’ve gained weight and can’t lose it. And a couple other things.
I think sometimes I try to not grow up and be like certain people that I go too far in the other direction. Like I don’t want to randomly go crazy and leave my family. So I try and make sure I get me time and do stuff for me. But maybe too much. Who knows. Life is about balance and I always seem off balanced!
But- tonight I found peace and love in my daughter. She’s been making me extra happy lately and cracks me up. She’s so smart and puts things together like crazy. The stuff coming out of her mouth lately is hilarious. She’s extremely independent and very particular on what she wants and how she wants it. It’s so frustrating sometimes- but ultimately I love it and appreciate it.
So my goal over the next couple of weeks is to focus on her and remembering her innocence and naivety. Take solace in her. She’s my Zen!
With all the love that I possess,
Your Daughter
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