My Dearest Fassia, Hi Fassia. How are you doing? Seems like it has been a while since I’ve written, or seen a sign from you. I think about you often, talk about you often… but haven’t actually felt you around. That is probably just me being in my own head. Which has been awful lately. …
Author Archives: Nads17
5.3.21
My Dearest Fassia, My how the world has turned in this past year. First of all, the son you thought would wake up under a blanket on one of our couches one day- became a daddy! I’d say he is nailing it thus far. He says he is anxious- but his actions around her say …
11.29.20
My Dearest Fassia, Welcome to the pandemic special! It has been a while since I’ve written. I’ve let the pandemic get me down. It is crazy- every day I just wonder what you’d say about it all. On top of the COVID stuff we had a crazy election year too. I cannot believe the split …
6.8.20
My Dearest Fassia, What a wild and crazy ride the past few weeks have been. The world is in such unrest. I feel like the world is acting out my mind… so much crazy that doesn’t even make sense! There is the COVID-19 Pandemic and now all the racial inequality protests. I actually think that …
4.1.20
My Dearest Fassia, What a crazy April’s Fool’s Day. I usually hate this day and have major anxiety about it- mostly because I am truly blonde and gullible. I hate not knowing if people are telling me the truth or not. I just want to trust people! BUT… today- there were not a lot of …
1.31.20
My Dearest Fassia, I can’t believe tomorrow is 10 years since you died. Tonight is always hard because I know when I go to sleep, I wake up without you. Just your body laying there in bed. Tiny, sunken, gray, weird, cold… When I woke up, I had missed it. You died. Without me. Probably …
11.16.19
My Dearest Fassia, Funny how life goes by so fast sometimes. It has been awhile since I’ve written… between being super busy and feeling down I just haven’t motivated myself to get to this outlet. Which is crazy because it is super easy! I’m sitting here, early in the morning, with my daughter on the …
9.25.19
My Dearest Fassia, Hi! It has been awhile since I wrote to you… Falling into bad habits again! Actually, it just seems that life gets in the way a lot. So much has happened since I last wrote. First, we got Ilsa Maria back! Crazy weird story and just solidifies that sometimes life is a …
9.11.19
My Dearest Fassia, What an emotional day! September 11- so much heartbreak and love. This is a day I can get wrapped up in- so today I stayed away. Stayed away from pictures and stories and memories. I feel for the families and friends of 9.11 so much. Why? I have no idea. I don’t …
9.3.19
My Dearest Fassia, I’m sitting here tonight feeling fairly good about life. We had a good family camping trip and got a lot of quality time in with the three of us. My hubby and I have been really working on our communication… that’s hard because we suck at it. Well him more than me. …
Letters to Fassia 