My Dearest Fassia, I struggled opening my laptop to write this one. I have two things I’d love to be able to talk to you about. Get advice about. One I’m embarrassed about, I think I know what I need to do- I’ve just never been in this situation before and my dark mind makes …
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7.2.25
My Dearest Fassia, Where to start?! Currently sitting outside watching my daughter do a zillion cartwheels in a row. It’s a gorgeous night out! Watching the sun go down, enjoying a nice warm breeze. Listening to the cats bicker at the screen door! Walter is being a butthead to Ilsa and sometimes we do not …
12.9.24
My Dearest Fassia, What a whirlwind life has been lately. Again, it’s been way too long since I’ve written. I don’t even know where to start. I’ll start with the fact that sometimes I’m really not OK. BUT I’m learning to reach out and ask for help. Or I’ll reach out and talk to someone. …
9.22.24
My Dearest Fassia, It is currently 1:44AM. I should be sleeping. But I can’t. Story of my life sometimes. So tonight, instead of ordering random “as seen on TV” things- I am writing you. Also, I need you right now. I don’t feel OK inside. I’ve been having some weird experiences and definite insomnia. I …
8.31.24
My Dearest Fassia, I leveled up! Level 38. It was a calm birthday but I definitely felt the love from my friends. My one work friend decorated my office and got me a really nice work bag (I needed a new one). She also got me some flowers and balloons. Then she planned a night …
7.23.24
My Dearest Fassia, Can you believe my brother is going to be 33 tomorrow and my sister will be 35 this weekend? How did we grow up so fast!? Birthdays and other big things are still hard. You shouldn’t be missing them. I’m so proud of who my siblings have become and how they are …
1.31.24
My Dearest Fassia, I sit here tonight reflecting on tomorrow. 14 years since you died. Seems like yesterday in some ways. Seems like 14 years ago in others. I still cry a lot about you and just the situation as a whole. So many silly things that I wish could have been different. Of course, …
1.15.24
My Dearest Fassia, 2024. I am nowhere near where I thought I would be. Most of the time I get down about that. But I am slowly working on that. Working on being proud of who I am and where I am. Proud of the mountains I’ve climbed and the growing I’ve done. Proud of …
11.30.21
My Dearest Fassia, Here is where I am at in my life. 35 years old, but don’t feel like it- still feel like I should be younger! Mentally that is, not physically. My body is definitely showing age. My legs are not as flawless as they used to be. Cannot lose weight as easy. I …
10.5.21
My Dearest Fassia, Hi Fassia. How are you doing? Seems like it has been a while since I’ve written, or seen a sign from you. I think about you often, talk about you often… but haven’t actually felt you around. That is probably just me being in my own head. Which has been awful lately. …
Letters to Fassia 