My Dearest Fassia, I struggled opening my laptop to write this one. I have two things I’d love to be able to talk to you about. Get advice about. One I’m embarrassed about, I think I know what I need to do- I’ve just never been in this situation before and my dark mind makes …
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7.2.25
My Dearest Fassia, Where to start?! Currently sitting outside watching my daughter do a zillion cartwheels in a row. It’s a gorgeous night out! Watching the sun go down, enjoying a nice warm breeze. Listening to the cats bicker at the screen door! Walter is being a butthead to Ilsa and sometimes we do not …
1.31.24
My Dearest Fassia, I sit here tonight reflecting on tomorrow. 14 years since you died. Seems like yesterday in some ways. Seems like 14 years ago in others. I still cry a lot about you and just the situation as a whole. So many silly things that I wish could have been different. Of course, …
4.1.20
My Dearest Fassia, What a crazy April’s Fool’s Day. I usually hate this day and have major anxiety about it- mostly because I am truly blonde and gullible. I hate not knowing if people are telling me the truth or not. I just want to trust people! BUT… today- there were not a lot of …
1.31.20
My Dearest Fassia, I can’t believe tomorrow is 10 years since you died. Tonight is always hard because I know when I go to sleep, I wake up without you. Just your body laying there in bed. Tiny, sunken, gray, weird, cold… When I woke up, I had missed it. You died. Without me. Probably …
9.25.19
My Dearest Fassia, Hi! It has been awhile since I wrote to you… Falling into bad habits again! Actually, it just seems that life gets in the way a lot. So much has happened since I last wrote. First, we got Ilsa Maria back! Crazy weird story and just solidifies that sometimes life is a …
Letters to Fassia 